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All songs written by Madeline Johnston
November 2015 - January 2017

Performed, recorded, and produced by Madeline Johnston and Tucker Theodore at Rhinoceropolis / Denver, CO and INANAMBULANCE / Olympia, WA

Additional guitars by Allen Karpinski

Sections of "Name" written by V / Gary Gogel, from the song "1926"
Used with permission by the author and Thalia Zedek

Mixed by Madeline Johnston and Ben Clary

Mastered by Tim Gerak at Mammoth Cave / Denver, CO

"Like Author, Like Daughter"conceptualized and written by Cait Cantrell, 2012
(Our experiences author our lives, I am the daughter of my experience / With intentionality, we can overcome the stories that no longer serve us)

Album artwork by Madeline Johnston and Anthony Rigano

Special thanks to Rhinoceropolis & Tucker Theodore

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released June 12, 2017

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Track Name: Song For An Unborn Sun
I BELIEVE I AM THE SON
OF A FATHER WHO DID RUN

RUN
RUN
RUN

I AM NOT MYSELF
I’M SOMEONE ELSE
THIS TIME

RUN
RUN
RUN

YOU CAN’T SEE

WHY CAN’T YOU SEE ME?
WHY CAN’T YOU SEE ME?
WHY CAN’T YOU SEE ME?
Track Name: Reason
WASTED IN THE BACKSEAT

ALL I WANT IS YOU ALONE
ALL I WANT IS YOU ALONE
ALL I WANT IS YOU ALONE

I KNOW YOUR NAME

A SEASON THAT DON’T GO AWAY
Track Name: RTD Pt. 2
I’M READY TO DIE
I’M READY TO DIE
I’M READY TO DIE

NOT READY TO DIE
NOT READY TO DIE
NOT READY TO DIE

I’M READY TO DIE
I’M READY TO DIE
I’M READY TO DIE
Track Name: Name
WAITING FOR YOU
THE LONGER YR GONE
YOU ALREADY KNOW
YOU ALREADY KNOW

I BRING THE WATER TO THE SEA
I BRING THE WATER TO THE SEA
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HANGING OUT WITH ME?

WAITING FOR YOU
THE LONGER YR GONE
I ALREADY KNOW
WHERE YOU BELONG

WHEN YOU SAY MY NAME
ONLY YOU KNOW HOW
WHEN YOU HOLD ME DOWN
ONLY YOU KNOW HOW
WHEN YOU WALK AWAY
YOU ALREADY KNOW
YOU ALREADY KNOW

WAITING FOR YOU
THE LONGER YR GONE
I’M NOT AT HOME
I’M NOT AT HOME

YR GOD HATES ME
HE CAN’T FEEL MY FLESH
HE LEAVES ME PANTING LIKE A DOG
AT THE EDGE OF YR BED
YR GOD HATES ME

YR GOD HATES ME
HE CAN’T FEEL MY FLESH
HE LEAVES ME PANTING LIKE A DOG
AT THE EDGE OF YR BED
YR GOD HATES ME

YR GOD HATES ME
HE CAN’T FEEL MY FLESH
HE LEAVES ME PANTING LIKE A DOG
AT THE EDGE OF YR BED
YR GOD HATES ME

YR GOD HATES ME
Track Name: Haunt Me
IT’S THE WAY YOU
LOOK AT ME
YOU ALREADY KNOW
YOU ALREADY KNOW
IT’S OVER
BEFORE IT BEGAN
I’M SITTING ON THE FLOOR
BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW WHERE WE STAND

IT’S THE WAY I
LOOK FOR YOU
YOU’RE ALREADY GONE
YOU’RE ALREADY GONE
IT’S ALWAYS THE SAME
I DON’T WANT YOU TO WAIT
YOU DON’T WANT ME
AND ALL THIS SHIT I DRAG AROUND
IT’S UNBECOMING

I CAN’T FORGET HOW YOU FORGOT ME
I CAN’T FORGET HOW YOU HAUNT ME
Track Name: Way Out
I AM TRYING TO WALK THE LINE
BUT I AM ALWAYS
ON THE RUN
ON THE RUN
ON THE RUN

I AM DYING FOR A WAY
I AM DYING FOR A WAY
A WAY OUT
A WAY OUT
A WAY OUT

SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE
I’M SOMEONE ELSE IN HER PLACE

SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE
I’M SOMEONE ELSE IN HER WAY
I’M IN THE WAY

FEEL LIKE THERE’S SOMEONE BEHIND ME
ALL THE TIME

FEEL LIKE THERE’S SOMEONE BEHIND ME
ALL MY LIFE
Track Name: Liar
I REMEMBER YOU BEFORE

I REMEMBER YOU
LIKE THAT

WHAT IS THE ANSWER IF NOT LOVE?

WHAT IS THE ANSWER IF NOT LOVE?
NOTHING

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW
I KNOW

EVERY NIGHT I’M A LIAR
EVERY NIGHT I’M A LIAR
NO QUESTION

EVERY NIGHT I’M ALONE
EVERY NIGHT I’M ALONE
NO QUESTION

WHAT IS THE ANSWER IF NOT LOVE?
NOTHING
I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW
YOUR NAME
FOLLOWS ME WHEREVER I GO
I KNOW
NOTHING

EVERY NIGHT I’M A LIAR
NO QUESTION

I REMEMBER YOU LIKE THAT

WHAT IS THE ANSWER IF NOT LOVE?

WHAT IS THE ANSWER IF NOT LOVE?
NOTHING
I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW
YOUR NAME
FOLLOWS ME WHEREVER I GO
I KNOW
NOTHING
Track Name: You Don't Go
YOU DON’T GO
YOU DON’T GO
ALONE

WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?

YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME
YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME

YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME

WHAT PART OF ME DID YOU KNOW?
DON’T YOU FORGET IT
I WILL BE THE ONE
WALKING BACK
EMPTY HANDED
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU KNOW?

YOU DON’T GO
YOU DON’T GO
WITHOUT

WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?

LEAVING ME BEHIND
YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME

YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME

WHAT PART OF ME DID YOU LOVE?
DON’T YOU FORGET IT
I WILL BE THE ONE
THE UNDERDOG
HEAVY-HANDED
WHAT PART OF ME DID YOU OWN?

YOU DON’T GO
YOU DON’T LEAVE ME ALONE
YOU DON’T GO AWAY

WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?
WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?

WHAT PART OF ME DON’T YOU WANT?